Chapter 5;

As Joud; 
My reaction was Priceless! It was like in one of those dreams where you realize your naked and dash away as quickly as you could. Only I wasn't naked. And I just embarrassed my self! ;C hmph.

Buzzbuzz; That was my blackberry going off from Dina's million pings.

Joudi;* - (yn)    Calm down calm down he's here !

DeeBee;*         Really? Does my knight in shining armani look stunning in his deshdasha?

.. 2 minutes later

DeeBee;*         Well? .. what's taaking you so loong!

Before dina could send it I barged in the door, with a look stating I could've killed someone.

Dee; "Joudi what's wrong dear? You look like you just saw a ghost!!" she exclaimed.

J; "something like that .." I mumbled.. "I saw the mystery hotty! The one that we always see and gives me weird stares! AND NOW HE'S DOWNSTAIRS, IN YOUR!.." I screamed almost hyperventilating, but Dina put me to a halt.

Danaw; " Honey I told you he is a relative of Khaled's, yep I asked for you. Your welcome" She said with a content smirk. "oh. And his name is rakaan." she continued then went back to dabbing of the infinite amount of bronzer the make up artist had applied for her. She just absolutly hated exxecive make up, no matter how white she believed she was.

All I could think about now was the fact that I dashed off like a complete idiot from the kitchen, and up the stairs! Even Aunty Nawal, Dina's mom noticed I was frantic.... Ooh I just hope I can fix this.

One hour later;
So the melcha-ing part was pretty much over by now (Yep, Im not close with the wedding lingo), Ktbow il ketab and everything. They were now legally each other's. It was time for dinner now which was held in the garden under the stars. Time To Fix thiiss.. ooh boy there's Hamad coming my way noww..

I buzzed Dina instantly trying to get her to help me out of the awkward situation that was about to happen.

H; "Jouudaa! Kabraanaa" He said trying to make polite conversation.

J; "Mashkour 7amad" I said politely back, "Ilee ysma3 ygoul 9arlek ash'her ma tadre 3anna" I commented sarcastically.

H; "Well," He said, "You know how it is. Btw what was wrong gabl shway, shaklich kan mkhtr3!" He mentioned with concern

J; "Don't worry mafeeny illa il 3afya," I mentioned. "Bs Dina made me run back to tell her you were here" I said, too calmly that he looked at me with suspicion then said :

H; "Ok, 3ayal ta3aley et me introduce you to a relative of Khaled's, khosh walad" He said chuckling. And then like superwoman, Dina swooped in and save me much blush-ism (yes thats a word now;p) and embarrassment infront of the good looking relative.

Dina; "What's up you two!" she said coolly, "I'm sorry Jouda bs I'm gonna steal my man miniich dageega ok" she said winking at me, I mouthed a thankyou when Hamad wasn't looking and they walked away leaving me at peace with myself.


     As I turned around this little boy tripped into me and almost toppled both of us over! How very like me to embarrass my self at a very important social event, I thought.

J; "Are you ok?" I asked the stranger.

; "Noo silly! I'm s3oud" He said sarcastically, and ran off laughing with the rest of the kids.

Strange Hotty; "S3ouuud! he screamed after him, "Ayal.. I'll get you..."He kept on mumbling to himself then faced Hamad (who gave him a secret wink thinking I didn't see) then faced me and smiled, with his hand out. "Hi, ana Rakan" he commented (I shook his hand here), "sorry about my brother" he mentioned with a polite smile, "he gets his charm from me though!" he said with a laugh.

J; "Hi ana Joud, and don't worry about that He seems fun" I said.

H; "Haha, you should see him at home," he said , "A blast!" he continued sarcastically. And just like that we sort of hit it off. It was awkward on my part but he seemed very easy while talking to me.

Joudi;* - (yn)   Im not gonna like you for ten minutes ;(

MRS. DeeBee;*   :P ;*

Aunti Maha; "Hala ib 7abeebty Jouda!" she exclaimed. "Sh7alatich ilyom," she continued "Ashouf you met Rakoun weld khalaat Khalid." she said with a mischeivous smile on her face.

J; "haha eeh walla khalty, killa mn ukhoo!" I said laughing trying to act natural.



Hours Later;
finnally home! Thankgod that awkward situation is over. and I can't believe my DEE is engaged to wed. i feel like a happy mother.

MRS. DeeBee;*   Ping!

Joudi;* - (yn)       What is it Mrs. Al ****?;p

- x your welcome I hope it was worth the wait! comments much appreciated.

List of Characters;

I was feeling EXTRA nice today so I thought I'd continue my last story, along with the characters just incase anyone is lost:

Joud; seventeen. Mostly the main character, Dina's Cousin Her family are friends with Ahmed and Jala's families.

Dina; 18.Hamad's to - be wife, Joud's cousin. best friend is Dana

Dana; eighteen. Dina's best friend, likes a boy named khalid (who is a family friend) and have been inseperable from birth.

Jala; eighteen. Ahmed's crush, friends with dana dina and joud.

Ahmed;eighteen. His family is friends with Joud's. Likes Jala.

Khalid; nineteen. Family friends of Dana's, inseperable at birth. Hamad's best friend and relative of the mystery guy.

Hamad; nineteen. dina's to-be husband. best friends with khaled.

Mystery hottie; seems to like joud. un known yet.

Aunti Salwa; Um A7med. family friend of J's family.

Aunti Nawal; Um Dina.

Aunti Maha; Um Dana.

Aunti Su3aad; Um Joud.

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KABLOOM! you just gotta read this.

ok ok ok. I know you all must hate me to death and I am genuinly sorry! But to make it up I'm posting all FOUR chapters that I wrote. Honestly, I've been suffering from writers block but I still hope you enjoy these. Who knows I may even complete it soon? 


Here Goes ...


Chapter 1:

     She lived a fairy tale youth, just like in the books. She had adoring parents who were at her every command. You see, she was an only child. A blessing from above, as her parents would say. they provided her with a fantasy of a life. The best clothes, best toys, a tree house, all the pets she ever wished of; most people would say she was spoilt rotten! But that wasn't the way our lovely Joud acted. She was the nicest to everyone.


     She met him the day of her 3rd birthday, her parents had invited all their closest friends as well as their children. Joud knew most of them but she hadn't seen him before. he wasn't all that nice either. After they blew out her candles he pulled her hair and decided to squish her face into the cake. ;o

As Joud;

Jouuud: Heeeey! not fair *sticks out tongue* I'm the birthday girl;c. - She says with attitude and a frown.

Him: So? I don't care. - He said with a big smile on his face.

Joud: Who are you a9laaan? Walla I tell my mama! - Said Joud, aggravated now.

Um Joud: Baskum khnaag yal 7lween! - She said sweetly, Joudi mama hathaaa Ahmed, weld aunti Salwa - she continued.

Ahmed: Hi - He said this with the hugest most innocent smile on his face.

Joud (still not buying his fake smile): hi - she gives him a quaint smirk.

And that's how we met. We soon hit it off and were inseperable. Our parents called it puppy love, but ou response was always, "Ewwwwww! Coooties:o" And running in the opposite direction of the other. Eventually we grew up.Eww's began to change into flushed cheeks, and innocent awkward glances. Don't get me wrong, we weren't in love or anything. To him, I was the little sister he never had, as he's 17. He was the youngest of three older brothers.

     I was 16. We both attended the same school, and hung out with the same group. I might have developed a crush on Ahmed throughout the years; secretly. I always thought he'd eventually fall in love with me, wouldn't he? I never really pictured him with anyone else. I mean who would've, he was my first little crush. I'm allowed to believe in fairy tales aren't I?

 I guess you shouldn't believe in every little thing. After all, life isn't one big happy fairytale ending.


Chapter 2:

     Sooner or later, I got the biggest shock of my teen life. My best friend/crush wasn't at all falling in love with me. Infact he never was nor will he ever be. Me and Ahmed, along with the rest of our families were enjoying a weekend at the shaleih, and by the end of the night, when Ahmed and me were alone, Ahmed had an intriguing confession to tell Joud.

Ahmed: "Joudiii Bagouulich shaaay", he said awkwardly.

Joud: "Goouul shfeek saket..;o" I said surprised.

Ahmed: ".."

I wonder what he's about to say? Do I really think he's going to say what I think he's going to?...

Ahmed: "Joudii wyn re7taay?" He asked curiously at my dazed epression.

Joud: "Haa? Laaa sra7t bs.." I said quietly.

Ahmed; ".."

Joud; "Yallaa gouuulllll ! ;p"  I said, overly excited obviously.

Ahmed: "I think I like Jala.." he confided.

When I heard this, you could imagine the state I was in.My heart had plumeted to my stomach. I tried very hard to hide it and act like nothing had happened. I decided I would act happily surprised; goog thing I'm a good lier.

Joud: ";O"

Ahmed: ".. ?"

Joud: "NO WAYYY! ;D I can't beleivee it I'm soo happy for you! She's such a nice girl! I mean; we've known her foreveer. I hope every thing goes well :)" I ranted on and on. (If Ahmed would've known better, he would've noticed that my voice had gone octaves higher than usual. I was hurt, any one could've told him that)

Ahmed: "So t'hagein agoulaha?" He asked.

Joud: "Go for iit! ;D mn 9ijik? W tell her soon ha?!;p" I said, "I'm soo happy (clearly not as happy as I would've been the way I played the moment in my mind)." I said continueing.

     So It's Official, He was literally my first everythng. My frst best friend, First crush, First heart break. How can anyone as old as me take so much hurt in one little moment? Then it hit me. Why am I acting like such a drama queen? This is not my usual self. I love jala to death! Of course I'm a bit surprised Ahmed chose her, but was it really a competition in the first place? I mean he's known me for all his life, its only normal for him to think of me as a sister.

     Since that was the first of these moments for me, it was new. But it made me grow. Ofcourse I was in denial most of the time. If guys would look at me differently, i'd quickly brush it off and think a silly thing of it.

   Our families would have outings often together. They would go to the shaleih, il bar, 6al3aaatt ma6a3em, and even travelled together. Infact they've been trying to plan official trip that included everyone for the summer.

 
** ONE YEAR LATER **


     It's been a year since I last had feelings for Ahmed. I'm 17 now, and he's eighteen. I love both him and Jala to death, and honestly I think they are the cutest couple alive - mashalla!;p No, I don't have the hotts for Ahmedi anymore, but it was cute that I did! He is now the closest thing to a brother for me.

Tathkrouun that trip all our parents have been trying to plan for ages? well..

Incoming Call
Danaw;*

Joud: "Heloo Daniii shlounich babe?" I answered casually.

Dana: "Jouudiii! where are you? Me and Dina wanna come over. We have gooossiiip;o", she said overly-excited. They were always into the piece of juicy gossip they had.

Joud: "I7naa blshaleeeih! 7ayaakum?" I invited.

Dana: "khala9, khilaal sa3a i7na nkoun 3ndkum." She said lastly.

Joud; "Ok see youuu then;*" I said.

Dina and Dana are a year older than me, Ahmed's age. I've known them from when i was born! Dina is my first cuzin, mn my mom's side w Dana is her best friend mn birth. They went to the same school, shared the same birthday, as well as the same friends. Together, we were all inseperable (including Jala). Jala is also a family friend, but she is my age. Me being an only child, they filled that sisterly void in my heart, and guided me through my wrongs, and helped me out as much as they could. I'll tell you one thing, I love my family to death! Alla ykhaleeli yaahum inshalla. :]

I wonder what their up to, I thought. Ma china gabl ams 6al3een!;p.

     lama w9alow il shaleih, they seemed overly excited. like they were hiding something. Unlike me, theey were soo baad at hiding things. And like I predicted, they weren't going to hide it that long.

Dina: "Jouudiii! Jaalaaa! Babes I have news ta3alow ta3alow!" She said embracing us into a huge bear hug.

Joud&Jala: "Haw ma chfteena gabl ams?" we said simultaniously. *we give each other awkward glances* I7na glna like sisters bs muu chthee!;p I thought.

Dina: "Ib haaal youm 9arat ashyaa2 wayed!" Dina said, almost shouting it out in a bubbly voice.

Dana was running down the stairs at the moment, trying to catch up with us. She was a clumsy little thing, and was tripping amost over everything. She even tripped over her feet as she was approaching us!

Dana: "Yes :]", she commented. *she gives us her cheesy grin* "BIG BIG things!" She shouted, continuing.

Dina: ".."

Jala and Joud: ".. ;o"

Dana: ".. Just tell them already! I can't take it anymore! ;D" She said overly excited, like a little monkey high on redbull. It's adorable ;o.

Dina: "ok ok! ... ummm..", Dina said trying to keep the suspence longer.

Joud&Jala: "YALLA!:p" We shouted simultaneously.

Dina: "Im engaged", she said in the lowest voice ever. She looked redder than Rudolph's nose!;p

Joud: "OMG! I'm sooo happyyy 7ayaatii! Wait.. When and how did all this happen? We neeed details!"  (:

Chapter 3:

Dina: "Remember the weird dude ilee kl ma n6la3 nlagii? well it turns out inna my mama t3rf his mama!" She said. "And he found out ana bnt mnu, w ra7 sa2al umi for my hand in marriage." She continued. "I secretely had a thing for him too, but the whole thing was ages ago. ma rethait illa lama at3araf 3alei!" She ended excitedly.

Jala: "Continue!" She said excitedly.

Dana: "Yea yalla tell them shnu 9ar ams ;D" She said almost jumping off her chair.

Joud: "Shnu 9ar ams?;o" I asked curiously.

Dina: "La7thaaa khan akamil!" She said, "Anyways, so we started meeting and t3rfing 3ala ba3athna, and he is the sweetest man ever, and i think i like him! *blushes* soooo.. Ams I said yes! :D" She finished shyly.

Joud: "AAH I'm so happy yallaa mutaaaaa il 3rs! abee i buy clothes;] w 7ag il mlcha! alla aallaaa this means shopping;o" I said getting in over my head.

Dana: "Wait! There's more!" She shouted.

Jala: "There is?;o" She wondered.

Dina; "Yeep, remember that safra ilee ahalna 9arlhum sina their trying to plan it?" She asked, "well it's happening! this summer! Bs il mlcha is going to be in a months time, by spring break inshalla! wel 3rs bl safra." She went on.

Joud: "Ok first thing's first, Does he have a facebook?" I asked.

Dana: "Of course he does are you kidding me?;p" Dana said, butting in.

Joud: "Let's facebook him! I wanna see your future baby baba!;p" I said jumping in.

Jala: "Haha that's new;p" Jala said, laughing.

Dina: "Yes it is:p", she said quietly, "Okay his name is Hamad Al ****." She concluded.

Dana: "Wel n3m fee! and also Khaled might come on the summer trip. Did you know him and Hamadich are friends as well?;o" She asked.

-Explaining time? Okai, Khaled was Dana's child friend/lover now. Their parents have known each other since forever, and these two are madly inlove with each other. I have no idea why they aren't getting married anytime soon! But we shall see with time..

Hamad is this guy that you can say has been stalking Dina for a while now? I mean its not like she's hard to miss, she has the most wildest hair ever, and very beautiful too;* Secretly, they've been seeing eachother for a while, but not everyone knows that so shhh!;o And that's pretty much it;p


So we immediately got on the first laptop we found (no not a bb, those screens are too tiny for all of us to see;p) and logged on to Dina's facebook. She mentioned something about new privacy settings which made it easy to check him out mn ay profile, but it was easier going into hers anyways.

Joud: "Waay ya7leilaa I remember him!;p" Said me, acting stupid like I don't know 3anhum.

Jala: "Eeh walla chine athkra lama we went lorenzo 9al7iya?" She stated.

Dina: "Mathkr walla;p" she said innocently.

We searched through his photos, there were some of his at the shaleih, some on outings, others during il sfr, it was fun to look through them! He wasn't a bad looking guy. He was tall, mgare3, tanned, not too thin or ripped, he had a little karsh, just the way Dina liked them. ;p There were also many pics of him and his family, which was cute.

After a couple of days;

As Dina;

Incoming Call
Joudiii;*

Dina: "Hala 7abeebti, shlounich? It's like 11 am sh3ndch ga3da!;p" I said surprised.

Joud: "Deee Tawnee staw3bt inaa milchitich is onlyyy three weeks away! And I'm freaaking out shnu ra7 albes? shnu ra7 talbseen intay! Ubaay;o Okay J Breeaathe in, Breaaathe out" she said over dramatically. You could actually hear her doing so, she gets over excited with big events like this;p what a cute little petunia.

Dina: "J! Hold you horses!;p come over we'll have breakfast and go shopping if you want ok? Have your driver drop you in half an hour, I'll have breakfast set up by then. Tabeen Hash browns?;o and Pancakes? Wla would you rather have eggs?" I asked acting all motherly.

Joud: "Babe walla your the best! Aham shay inu I'm freaking out w it's your mlchaa!;p haha i'm weird;p" she commented.

Dina: "Haha 3adii Jouda;p" I said jokingly.

Joud: "La walla?" She said sarcastically, " I'll have hash browns and waffles if u don't mind 7abuba:]" She ended.

Dina: "Drizzeled in maple syrup?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

Joud: "Aahh, just the way I like em" Shee said, mm-ing on.

Dina: "Okaay then dear. Dress casually we have alot of work to do today!" I said getting excited.

Joud: "I'll see you soon!" She said hanging up.


I jumped out of bed, pulled my hot pink towel off the hook and dashed to the shower; I wasn't the quickest shower taker;p. Luckily I finished in 15 minutes, for the 3rd time ever, and called for the maid to prepare breakfast.

     Next I had to chose what to wear. Since we had alot of work to do, I went with my dark blue juicy sweats, and a white tee to go with it. I let my wild hair dry naturally, because my furious curls are best that way. I wore my orange tory burch flats, and got my purse ready and went down stairs to see that Joudi was already digging in!

Dina: "You could've told me you're here! Chan ma 6awalt;p" I said.

Joud: "La 3adii," She said munching into her hashbrown,"The food is amazing," She said with a full mouth. She swallowed then said, "Yalla join me!" So I did.

After the wonderful breakfast we were deciding where to go. And then mama came in. We both greeted her good morning and told her our plans for the day. By the end of our little discussion with my mother, we decided we'd literally go every where within our reach for the day.

     First stop, the avenues! It was nice and quiet since it was the early morning, we checked out all the main boutique stores, as well as aishti, that shop is just amazing for little evening gowns. They have the cutest, posh collection, and Joudi found a few things she liked, but none that she would just die for. After hours and hours of frantically searching for dresses, we recieved a call from Joud's mom.

Um joud: "Hala maamaa shlounkum 7abeebty?" She greeted, "I heard intay w Dinaa ray7een shopping for gowns." She continued.

Joud: "Eeh yuma bs t9adgain nothing stands out for a melcha." She said, disapointed.

Um joud: " Bs baghait athakrich inna aunti Salwa is in London, and picking up Dina's dress, itha bagheitay I could have her look around for something 7agich?" She informed Joud.

Joud: "Ehh yuummaa that would be a great idea!" she said ecitedly, "Walla you took a load ff my shoulders," She continued. I just had to laugh at that comment, Joudi is always such a drama queen, its adorable.

 Later on Joud filled me in on what her mom told her, and honestly, I was relieved we were done shopping for the day. I was fearing a quarter life crisis from Joud if she hadn't found her it dress! It was already 4:30 so we decided to eat at Bistro 86 since it had those yumyy cheese burger springrolls which we loved.


The day was pretty much a blur later on.

--One week later--

Incoming Call

Joudiii;*

Joud; Their here! Their here! Their here!



Chapter 4;

 
As Joud;

Dina: "What are?" she asked, confused.

Joud: "The dresses, silly!" I said, laughing. "Yes,I HAVE A DRESS!" I screamed. I must've popped her ears.

Dina: "I'm coming over!" She exclaimed. "I want to see what they did to it." She continued all too quickly. And just like that she hung up.

     Since the gang would be meeting up at my house, I set up some snacks in my room incase someone felt hungry.
Fifteen minutes later, jala showed up.

Jala: "Ah thank god food!" she exclaimed. "And where are the others?" She continued, while munching on a brownie, "It's 6:30 already, and I think we should go out after the dress trying! I love my outfit." She ended, with a smirk.

Joud: "Sure, taboun meat co. wlaa slider's?" I asked casually.

Jala; "Slider's! Mn zmaan ma re7na" she said.

   A couple minutes later, Dina and Dana show up together, and it's time to try the dresses. As excited as I was, I had to try mine on first! I have to say the dress was goregeous, although it was a little too big for me (nothing a few alterations wont fix;p). It was a dark green valentino one sleeved dress, with ruffles on the hem of the sleeve. Since this was a close little melcha, we kept it all simple.


     As I walked out, I heard the ooh's and ah's mn my girls. Next Dee tried her dress on, and she looked Stunning! She had a gorgeous, long poofy pink sleeveless dress. It was like a wedding dress, but pink! She just looked amazing, and all put together. It was now 7 pm, so we decided we'd get a move on if we wanted to get "our table". I decided I'd wear my true religion jeggings, a white body, and a dark blue fit blazer along with my black patent leather loboutins.


   Dana had a tunic shirt on with leather leggings, and her favorite tan gladiators. Dina had on the perfect shade of pink dress, her shiny black dior ballerina's and her black and gold luis vuitton bag. Jala had on a black tulip skirt, and a white t-shirt underneath, along with her red tory burch flats.

     We were lucky enough to arrive in time to steal our table from a group of good looking guys. one of them especially caught my eye. he was not too tall, but tall enough, he had insane hair flying all around, and he had that I Don't care attitude. I guess you could say we had a little stare moment, but I made nothing of it. They sat on the table across from us, and weirdly they looked familiar.


  The night was pretty fun; We got to all catch up on every one's happening, and it turns out the group are friends of Khaled, dana's boy;p. Well atleast now he's not a complete stranger.



     It seemed that almost every time we went out we'd run into the mystery guy one way or the other; Even Dina noticed! She thought he was cute too, it's too bad our coincidental meetings can't go anywhere.


Twoo weeks later:

     It's Finallyy the day of the milcha, only 8 more hours left. Ofcourse, I wake up and go over to Dina's. I'm greeted by her mom, and she tells the maid's to prepare the breakfast for the fiance to be and her friends. Dana gets there five minutes later, w we sneeak into her room and startle her awake!

Dina: "Ya 7ameeer MU CHTHE!" She screams, obviously annoyed. Me and Dana just laugh it off.

We all sit down to have the amazing breakfast that was set up for us, and then it's time for business. By 1;30 pm, the hairstylist gets here, and starts fixing up all of our hairs, icluding dina's mama and little sisters, lujain and reema.

    Next the make up artist was over, and before we know it it was already 8;30, and the guests were about to be arriving. Dana and me decided to stay up with dina while the rest of the fam went down to check up on everything, and to make sure the guests were entertained.

Dana: "Mashaallaaa you looook wonderfuuuuul!" She exclaimed while looking at Dina's stunning state.

     She looked magnificent! Her hair, her make up, her dress, her loboutins; They all didn't do her justice. I can tell you one thing for sure, Hamad is one lucky man. She was the women of his life, and they were the cutest of cute couples. Alla ykhaaleehum 7g ba3aath.

Dina; "Joudi go down choufay il wath3, it's alredy 9;15 is Hamad there?" She asked frantically. "Ohhhh I hope I'm not late or anything," she said worriedly.

     I snuck down stairs 3ashan at2akaad min il wath3. while peaking from the inside kitchen i could see Hamad talking to a guy whom I could only see the back of his head. He spotted me and waved. When the guy he was conversing with turned around I could not believe my eyes!


Thank you all for baring with me! x

Teaser;

Life As We Know It

Here, we have a typical, every day cinderella story. The perfect fairytale. Boy likes girl, have been friends from birth, parents are the best of friends. Naturally, the kids grow up and begin to develop feelings towards each other. Sooner or later the boy proposes to the girl's parents, as it is a tradition in the lovely Kuwait. Knowing what kind of a man he is, the parents immediately accept and it's off to planning the wedding! They are soon married, with three kids. & they live happily ever after. The End.

Life as we know it? Obviously, we're down here on planet Earth, so that wouldn't be the case for our lovely Joud. As much as she woul want this "fairytale" to be her's, it's not the way things go according to reality.

Chapter 1

     She lived a fairy tale youth, just like in the books. She had adoring parents who were at her every command. You see, she was an only child. A blessing from above, as her parents would say. they provided her with a fantasy of a life. The best clothes, best toys, a tree house, all the pets she ever wished for; most people would say she was spoilt rotten! But that wasn't the way our lovely Joud acted. She was the nicest to everyone.


     She met him the day of her 3rd birthday, her parents had invited all their closest friends as well as their children. Joud knew most of them but she hadn't seen him before. he wasn't all that nice either. After they blew out her candles he pulled her hair and decided to squish her face into the cake. ;o...

To be continued!;o Watch out for the rest soon. Link will be posted for the new blog.

Til' then! x
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I'm Baack, Again ;p

helloo all! Alot has happened lately, and admin. has changed; I just thought i should as you all:

Would you rather I continued gray goose? Or would you rather I start a new story on my other blog?
Please comment you're answers here ;] Thankyou very much for your understanding. I'm sorry it's been forever as well!

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[16] But the part that they don't know, you broke my heart and changed my soul, and you left me heartless.

Aysha's P.O.V.:

     "Marcus, listen to me.." I said then paused. I was exhausted from all this talking, and honestly I didn't want it to go any longer. Trying to make it as easy as possible, I said " We're just not right for each other. I'm Muslim, you're Christian, and knowing you, you wouldn't convert no matter what." He cut me off.

Marcus: "But what does that have to do with the way WE feel ma?" He said, sounding furious.

Aysha: "Well it has a lot to do with it," I said with authority, making sure he wouldn't cut me off again, " Pretty soon I'll be going to kuwait, and my parents would never approve of me marrying a Christian." I continued. "If it isn't serious shit to you, it is to me," I said blankly.

He looked at me then said, "Well screw you're family. Me and you can start all over." He stated.

Aysha: "It's not that easy. I care about my family alot and wouldn't trade them in for the world and all its riches. There are somethings you gotta understand Marcus," I said not giving him a chance to start talking. Continuing, I said " I tried to keep this as simple as possible, but you wouldn't give in, so I have to tell you that it's better for the both of us that we don't see each other again." I said bluntly.

     He stared at me for a while, it was aggravating! I felt like my face was going to burn from how solid his stare was. When he finally broke the silence, he got up so I did as he did. This is it I thought, This must be where the goodbye kiss goes. We were so close at this point, our noses were almost touching. It felt very intense on my side, especially since he had on a poker face. I don't think I felt an exact emotion at that time. I was so overwhelmed with my millions of emotions that I actually felt numb. I can't believe its finally the end. Then he reached closer to me, so Instinctively, I closed my eyes, and then..

Marcus: *clearing his throat* "My glasses are right there, do you mind?" He said dryly, so naturally I moved outa the way, stunned. And just like that he took his glasses and walked outa my room; outa my life.


--- A month or so later ---

Jazzi's P.O.V:


     "Can you believe it?!" I exclaimed, "It's only two weeks to the finals!" I said surprisingly to my daydreaming friend, Aysha, Who had finally snapped back to life. Ever since the incident with Marcus, she had been spacing out like all the time. She has also been spending quite a lot of time with Msharii, which (I guess) is a good thing? We were hanging out at the campus cafe, waiting for Khalid, our ride, to finish his class so we can head on home for the weekend.

Aysha: "hmm? oh yeaa. Finally get to leave this place", she said with a sigh. I guess the whole Marcus thing really got to her. It was obvious they loved each other, she just didn't wanna persue a relationship that would be disappointing in the future. This is my que to brighten her day.

"Well guess what?" I said excitedly, "since today's the last day before prep week, Me and Baraak are goin' out for a bit. You don't mind if Msharii stays at our's do you?" Hoping her response would be a smile. And that it was.

"Sure, I'm up for it" she said, still smiling. I wonder how their relationships going.

Aysha's P.O.V.:

     So it's the end of the week, and Msharii's coming over. The weird thing is that I'm getting mixed feelings about this guy. I "think" I like him? I dunno, I'm not completely sure about it myself. But first things first; I gotta get this load offa my chest and tell him the whole me and Marcus thing. Hopefully he'll be as understanding as I wish.

Knock! Knock!
I guess that's Msharii. Here goes nothin' ...

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- I think it's a bit shorter than usual, but we're trying to elongate the ending. Also, we'll be posting these more oftenly. Hope you like (:

Guess who's back?!

Yep you heard right, we're finally going to be completing this story, only we've made a few changes.

Firstly, The new layout! Hope you like? x
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Ps; The story still remains as it is;] We're just going to pick of wear we started. Again, we apologized for the delay. Alot has happened these past months, and we're glad that's all behind us now.
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- Crystal Spankbomb.

[15] Do you think your better off alone

Marcus was calling Jazzi’s phone. It was 7 in the morning.She was sleeping, she hated waking up this early.

Jazzi: hello

Marcus: good morning

Jazzi: what time is it ??

Marcus: Its 7:15

Jazzi: Why are you up ?

Marcus: I don’t know i just woke up and i called u cus u told me to

Jazzi: okay

Marcus: How is she ?? did u talk to her last night ??

Jazzi: yaa she said she thought about it and she dont want any thing that gotta do with you. Im sorry Marcus but she told me to tell you.

Marcus: What did I do wrong??

Jazzi : nothing, I tried talking to her but she wouldn’t listen to me, she told me what to tell you as soon as i walked into the house. She dont want to talk about it and I still dont understand why she wouldn't give you a chance. Give her some time shes not thinkin right.

Marcus: Can I come over I wana try to talk to her ??.....please

Jazzi: Marcus i dont think thats a good idea, she’s sleeping now and she would get mad at me for letting you into the house.

Marcus: listen go to the glass door and open it and act like you didnt kno that im coming over. Dont let her know that you opened the door aiight ??

Jazzi: okay but dont expect seeing me cus ill be sleeping okay.

Marcus: btw ama tell her that we talked cus i want her to tell me all that shit to my face.

Jazzi : okay but please take it easy u kno how mad she can get.

Marcus: okay thanks ill be there in a lil bit ama go buy breakfast then ill be there ama go straight to her room Okay

Jazzi: okay ama go to sleep now byee

Marcus: byee

Marcus went and got some breakfast then headed straight to Aysha’s house. He took the back door then went into the pool area, he opened the glass door slowly, he was hoping he wouldn't find Aysha up, and he got what he was hoping for. He went up to her room after putting the food on a tray. Her door was closed but not locked. He walked in slowly and placed the food on the table next to her. He took a look at her and smiled. He loved looking at her while she was sleeping peacefully. He couldnt help seeing her beautiful face with out doing any thing, so he kissed her cheek then sat on the side of the bed waiting for her to wake up. He was eating his cinnamon sugar bagel with cream cheese when he seen her open her eyes and look at him.

Marcus:Good morning... I got you ur favorite breakfast meal. ( he said it with a little smile)

Aysha: What are you doing in ma room ?? and how did you get into the house ??

Marcus: Well im in your room cus i wana talk to you about every thing. Im not walking out of here until you answer all ma questions . And you don’t need to kno how i got into the house :P

Aysha: ...... Marcus dont make this hard for both of us im not in the mood.

Marcus: aight im not gona make it hard, eat your food and we’ll talk.

Aysha: aight
she stood up and went to the bathroom, all she had on was little boxers and a bra. She brushed her teeth and face then went back into the room and throw on a big t shirt. He was sitting with his legs crossed on the bed. She came and sat in front of him and looked at him, he placed the food in front of her then smiled, she smiled back and started eating. He drank his juice and finished his bagel by time she finished they started talking..

Aysha: Did you talk to Jazzi ?

Marcus: yaa , she told me every thing

Aysha: good

Marcus: What did i do wrong ?

Aysha: ..nothing.... its hard to explain the way i acted

Marcus: well explain it for me cus last time i checked loving someone is not a wrong thing.

Aysha: Marcus i dont want anyone and im sure by u telling me the way you feel is gona make things hard for both of us, Im goin back to kuwait soon

Marcus: Soo ??

Aysha:...I dont want to be in a relationship and when you told me you loved me i was shocked, A million thoughts came into my head, I didnt mean to hurt you or to act fucked up... I know if i told u i loved u back and didn't mean it i would do something one day and fuck are friendship up... from the beginning i told you all we can be is friends and now all i want from you is to leave me alone i dont want to get closer to you anymore... do u kno how hard is it to kno that if i go back im not gona come here until 6 months.... Marcus I rather be alone, i need to spend time studying its better for me...i thought about it.



Aysha had a tear that went down her cheek,he got closer and wiped it with his hand and said..


"Do you REALLY think your better off alone ??"


Swagger

[14] Day 'n Night

"Day and night I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind
I look for peace but see I don't attain What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play
Now look at this Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, I try to run but see I'm not that fast I think I'm first but surely finish last, last"

His phone did not stop ringing , It was Aysha the girl that he loved with all his heart and the one that is killing his heart slowly . He didnt want to answer the phone cus he didnt want to say somethin that would cost there friendship. On his way to the liquor store he drove in silence with his phone ringing. After the 11th call he turned it off and then walked into the liquor store. He brought a bottle of Gray Goose, the best tasting Vodka that would make u get drunk till you forget about your life nd thats what he wanted. He hated his life right now, he felt alone in this life. The only girl in this world that he loved didnt feel the same way about him. He felt like SHIT. He drove to the park, the place were they used to come to every weekend to spend some time together side by side , and for the first time he didnt have anyone by his side. The relationship that Marcus and Aysha had was complicated. They were always there for each other. Every one thought they were dating but they never did. Aysha would never give him the opportunity to make him feel that she cares about him more than she should... He sat there reminiscing about all the great days n nights they had together and he thought about what he was going to do.. but he really didnt kno what to do he was lost :/
After drinking half of the bottle he switch on his phone.
He was really fucked up by now
...14 miss calls and there all from Aysha
... 1 msg
Msg from Jazzi “WE NEED TO TALK ASAP”

calling: Jazzi 813-505......

Marcus: “Whats good”
Jazzi: What the fuck is going on ??
Marcus: ask your friend
Jazzi: i did she dont wana talk.
Marcus: how come she dont wana talk...shes actin like shes sad just the same way she acted as if she was into me, well tell her i fuckin hate her
Jazzi: R u drunk ?
Marcus: i guess so lol
Jezzi: you at your house ??
Marcus: naa im at the park
Jazzi: okay dont move im on ma way.
Marcus: cool get me some food im fuckin hungry
Jazzi: okay ill be there soon byee
Marcus: byee

~20 minuets later~
Jazzi pulles up next to Marcus’s car. He was in it and he hid the bottle thinkin that she wouldn't kno that his drunk. they both rolled down there windows. His car was full of smoke cus he was smoking a lot in it.

Jazzi: lock yo car n get your ass into mine.
Marcus: Y??
Jazzi: cus your fuckin drunk
Marcus: ight damn
~he got into the car~
Marcus: How did u know that somethin was wrong?
Jazzi: She called me crying her eye balls out and all she said was “his not coming back, Im so stupid” so i left Barak and i went home to see what was wrong n i found her cryin in her room and she wouldn't open the door.
Marcus: I told her I loved her
Jazzi: ( she smiled at him and said ) AND ??
Marcus: She said some shit then kicked me out
Jazzi: im sure she was shocked. give her some time
Marcus: Yoo im sick of this, I treat her like a queen, I do what ever i can to make see her smile and she cant even give me a chance to show her that im not like other guys....man fuck that bitch, i can get 50 other girls better than her if i wanted to
Jazzi: Then y dont find one instead of getting drunk and fucked up like this.
Marcus:.... aight tell me what i should do then ?
Jazzi: ill take you home now take a shower then go to sleep and call me in the morning so we can talk about it when ur in ur mind okay.
Marcus:....aight
Jazzi : ill let khaled bring ur car to your house iight ill drive you there.
Marcus: okay


Jazzi dropped Marcus off then called khaled and told him that Marcus was drunk and couldn't drive and asked him to get his car and he agreed.
As soon as Marcus came home he went into the shower. He felt better after the shower, he got dressed into his boxers then fell asleep and didn’t wake up till the next morning.



This post was made by Swagger ; i hope u liked it and im sorry if its not as good as u expected it to be im not a big fan of writing but i had to make a new part for the story cus it been a long time sence We wrote a post for the story. okay guys take care love youu :**

Yoo girlz dis is what u should do..

if a guy wants yu, nothin cann keep himm away . & if he doesnt nothin cann make himm stay . don't make someone feel bad so theyy will be with yu. stop making excuses for a quy and his behavior . allow your intuition to save you from heartache . stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be . slower is better . never live your life for a guy before you find what makes you truly happy . if he doesn't make you happy now; chances are he never will . if a relationship ends because the guy was not treating you as you deserve; then hell no . don't settle . if you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is . don't stay because you think "it will get better ." you'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better . don't chase a guy, if he want's to leave let him make that decision; maybe he will regret it later . the only person you can control in a relationship is you . always have your own set of friends separate from his . maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you . don't spend ALL of your time with him; you'll get sick of eachother . have time for yourself and your friends, it keeps things fresh and new . after arguing don't talk untill you both are ready; you will both understand eachother better; and most likely see eachothers point of view . if something bothers you, speak up . don't bottle your feelings bcause you are scared to express them, if that's the case you abviously are not comfortable in the relationship, and that's a BIG problem . never let a guy know everything; he will use it against you later . TRUST & HAPPINESS are EVERYTHING . yu cannot change a guy's behavior . change comes from within . don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...do not make him into a quasi-god . he is a guy, nothing more nothing less . never let a guy define who you are . be yourself . never borrow someone else's guy . l0l if he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you . a guy will only treat you the way you allow him to treat yu . if you expext respect in a relationship, be the first to show it . all men are NOT dogs . yu should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street . if you are the only one trying to make things worse; something is seriously wrong . you need time to heal between relationships; there is nothing cute about baggage . deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship; You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you, a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals ! look for someone complimentary, not supplementary . dating is fun; even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right . make him miss you sometimes . when a guy always know where you are, and your always readily available to him he takes it for granted . don't fully commit to a guy who doesn't give you everything that you need & vice versa . keep him in your radar, but get to know others . friends are friends you both need them in your life, so don't get jealous over them . yu can't change everything about youself to be perfect for someone; if it's not meant to be it's just not meant to be . don't force it if you two are destined, to be together everything will find it's place and fall right back together . no matter how wonderful it sounds there is NO such thing as a fairytale relationship; there are always ups and downs, so if you truely care for eachother and you both are in it together than you can stick the tough times out; so you can enjoy the good ones . i believe once a cheater liar ect. alwayss one . if a guy has treated a past girl like shit; what makes you think you are any different ? in a relationship; do not boast, beg, be jealous, or greedy; these thing are not found in love; instead be kind, sweet, generous, loving, caring, trustworthy, trusting, un controlling and most of all yourself .

Writen by Swagger's friend

whats up :D

Hey every one were really sorry that we have not updated are blog in a long time. We have been busy this summer.We are both are not in Kuwait right now. We will write the next post of are story as soon as we have time i promise :) This summer has been fun for both of us. I also wana say RIP M.J we will miss him, He will always be the King.July 4th is in 2 days :D I cant wait ma family celebrates big time on this day :) My friends and I are gona wear black on that day to show are appreciation to M.J its somethin almost every one gona do here for him.Okay guys take care and I hope your havin a good and fun summer,
We love n miss u all :**

Swagger

Did you hear about this?;o

you guys I've discovered a new blog which I truly love :] It's not like all the other college romances, this one has a pretty interesting twist. I think you'll all enjoy it just like I have;* Plus the writer of the blog has grown to become a very dear friend of mine. If you'd like to read click here;*. Loving you mucho;*
There's no reason as to why I added this image either:] I'm just enjoying the view, how bout you? <3

-Crystal Spankbomb.

Should gray-goose get a makeover?

Well, I was thinking, since it's the summer maybe I should spicen Goose up. What do you think? Comments much appreciated (: Also my new fave song - Break even by the script is to die for! Give it a listen will you? Also, the picture add was just an arbitrary thing. Don't you think it's pretty tho? Love you mucho;*

- Crystal Spankbomb.

[13] Breakin' dishes up in here, all night.

Aysha's P.O.V:

When he arrived I was in the laundry room. I left everything, opened the front door and walked out to the porch. I sat on a lounge chair and waited for him to start talking. He didn't. He had such a serious face on. That didn't help with telling me what he was thinking. I didn't know what to say so I just walked out to the backyard, and sat on the table. He followed. Now he was just standing there, both lost in our own thoughts - while staring at each other. I decided to say something but all that came out was:

Aysha: "Now what?!"

Marcus: "Now we talk.."

Aysha: "Okai then talk."

Marcus: "I really like you Aysha, why can't you see that? I'm sure everyone else can!"

Getting on my nerves much? What does he meann he likes me, he CAN'T like me. I won't allow it. Even if I might have "some feelings" for him.

Aysha: "I dont care what others see, I only care about what I can see. You can't just drop a bomb like that on me. I'm not ready for it" I said bluntly.

Marcus: "Well it's not liek its something new, you know. I've like you for quite a while, your just too weird" he said then stammered out a "Wait i don't mean that.." he said but before he could complete his sentence I said..

Aysha: "What? OH so now I'm weird because I don't like you? You know what buddy the only weird one here is you" I said with an obnoxious smile on my face, "what kinda person plays aroound with a girls feelings? certainly not the "un weird" kind." I continued. That got him angry. We kept on ranting and raving for quite a while. It's like this spat won't ever end. This isn't the first time we had a "discussion", believe you me. It's just the first time he was that emotional during a fight. He didn't cry or anything tho;o Don't think that. He just seemed to mean every word he said. Then he mentioned the truce thing between him and Msharii.

Marcus : "Aysha Im serious none of the shit I said was true!"

Aysha: "How bout I call Msharii and ask him that huh?! I screamed. I was tired of this. I was angry and tearing up. I rushed into the laundry room, knocking down a vase on my way there. I looked for my sidekick, and found it. Although before I could turn around and call Msharii, a force pushed me into the wall and started immensely making out with me. Yup, you guessed it. It was Marcus. I swear to god that was THE MOST passionate kiss I've had in my life! he then picked me up and put me on the washing machine, and started kissing my neck, with passion. He was so into the kiss, I've never seen him like that before. It scared me that this guy might actually have feelings. When he came back to my lips, before kissing me even, he said those three little words that just ruined it all..

Marcus: "Aysha, I think I love you." And before we could make out again, I stopped him with my hand placed on my lips.

Aysha: "Hold on. What?! That can't be." I said not knowing what the hell I was thinking, and rushed out of the laundry room.

Marcus: "Huh? What do you mean "It can't be" ?" he asked while doing the quoty hand gesture. After a long pause I said.

Aysha: "I don't know.. You have to leave." I said, way too calmly. He looked at me in disbelief, then just like that walked out of the door, and Out of my life.. At least thats what I thought.



-Sorry for the short post you guys I have exams ;(
-Crystal Spankbomb.

[12] Chasing pavements?

Aysha's P.O.V:

Well the party is finally over. It's about 3 am now. After cleaning up, Jazii went to bed, and i stayed out back wondering what Msharii and Marcus were up to. It's probably just a game their playing to mess with my head. Besides, it's not like I'm missing out on anything right? Well, I better hit the hay. Tomorow should be a long day.

Next day:

I wake up and get breakfast started. Jaz wakes up a half hour after me. We start talking about last night and all the weird things that happened. She agreed with me about Msharii and Marcus and how they were just messing with my head. She thought it would be cool if I prank called them and messed with their heads a bit, haha. And so we did. I decided to call up Msharii first, since he was easier to crack. & the conversation went a little like this...

Msharii: "Aloo? A-Aysha?" he says hesitantly, "Shlonich babe?" he continues with a little more confidence.

Aysha: " Im good BABE," I say stressing on the babe, Jazii is signaling for me to throw a tantrum. "Oh so now im ur babe huh ?!" I say. Jazii is on the verge of cracking up. I feel a laugh coming too but hold it in.

"What about yesterday and the whole "i dont like u" shit you and Marcus gave me huh? Are you trying to mess with my head?" I say, acting furious.

Msharii is nervous to talk at first but then says. "You know what? No we weren't messing with you, but I can't help it if I wanna call you babe right?" Hnee gaam erage3. Ashkara he's nervous and has no idea what to say haha;p.

Aysha: "Well "Babe", I think I have deep feelings for you and that I like you alot. But since you don't like me anymore you cant just forget about it." I said blankly. Jazii is now on the floor laughing her ass off.

Msharii: "B-but-" And before he could finish his sentance i hang up, and fall into fits of laughter on the couch next to Jazii.

Aysha: "Okii now its Marcus's turn-" I say but Jazii cuts me off.

Jazii: "Not this time kido, I've got plans," She says and gives me that pouty angel face, "We'll do it as soon as I get back I promise." She continues, and skips to her room, while humming, to get ready. She must be going out with Barak. Haha, their so cute together;p I'm glad she found her a good guy.

An hour later:

There's nothing good to watch on tv! I think im gonna insert my Spongebob dvd in there and watch it for a while, then get on with the laundry. After half an hour of watching Spongebob my love <3, My phone rings.

Incoming call:
Marcus the idiot;*

Yayy, I get to play fake upset earlier than expected ;D. I pick up and this is how the conversation goes..

Aysha: "Uh hell-" Im cut off;/. I hate this.

Marcus: "Please dont talk let me explain. I've been saying this millions of times through my head and I just HAD to tell you." He said all too quickly for it to get processed in my head.

Aysha: "Uhm.. Ok?" I say, sort of confused.

Marcus: "Okay you know how me and Msharii said we didn't like you? Well I lied. I do like you and the fact that I told u I didn't just killed me inside!" He exclaimed. I didn't answer, I just listened. "And I don't know about Msharii, but I'm sure that I like you and your a great girl you deserve someone good in your life for a change. Forget the asswholes you dated before, I can PROVE to you I can be the wun." He continued. I still remained silent.

"I mean come on Aysha, you know theres sum chemistry between us.." He said quietly. "I've liekd you for a while, and you can't NOT have feelings for me, I know that much." he continued. I was getting frustrated.

Aysha: "Okay say we got together now, and in two months I went back to Kuwait. Then what? I know my parents wouldn't approve of you, and you'd never wanna go back to Kuwait either." I say just as quietly. "Besides are you sure we'd be able to stay together for a long time? Because I'm done with playing around. I want something serious in my life. I'm not just a game you can play around with for a couple of months then throw away and forget." I said sounding frustrated.

Marcus: "Who said anything about throwing you away? You know I'm not like that Aysha!" He exclaimed. I could sense anger in his tone. "You know what?! FUCK THIS SHIT. I'm coming over." and he hung up.

- sorry for the spelling errors I typed it as quickly as I could so you guys could have the pleasure of reading it:]

You know you hate me ;P

SORRYY ;o I know i've been away for such a long time, But I've had alot to straiten out these past weeks. Also, we had troubles with the way the story was going, and finally came to a conclusion. And hopefully, You will be receiving the next post to this story right after this post. I love you all and I'm Hella Sorry ;o

- Crystal Spankbomb.

No Dream Is Too Big

Whats good every one how y'all been ? :D

I've been busy so sorry cus i don't have the time to post any thing.
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One of the things I’d always looked forward to was the day hip-hop films matured, when they would outgrow the shit like How High, I Got Da Hook-Up and movies like Get rich or die tryin or Soul Plain. Don’t get me wrong. I have enjoyed the hip-hop movies that they did . But there comes a point where one must get better. Finally the point had come and there is a movie that can be the one to open Hollywood and the world, to make them see that hip-hop culture has stories that should be told on the big screen, stories that tell the world that not every Hip-hop artist is careless and has 4 baby mama's and smokes weed all day and talks about money, cars, and clothes all the time. Well for all the ppl that thought that the art of hip-hop is like that then ur wrong and they need to go watch "Notorious". It’s the life story of the dead Hip Hop King Biggie aka Notorious Big. The movie is really nice and "Real" . I liked it a lot and I was so into it to the point that I cried in the end cus it was a sad how we lost someone so great. Maybe if u wasn’t in to this kind of movies or into Biggie then maybe u wouldn’t like it as much as I did but u will not hate it . I've been a fan of Big since I was about 4 yrs old. I swear I remember dancing to his songs when my uncle would play them, until now am a big fan of him. Real hip hop is not when they talk about the dummest shit sometimes like the shit some dum ass rappers talk about (50 cent, Soulja boi and many more ) they killed hip hop but thank god we still got some ppl that are holding Hip-hop high like Jay-z, Nas, Lil Wayne Snoop and Game nd many more. But it is soo sad that hip hop lost the BEST like 2Pac, Biggie , Eazy-e and many more for some dumm reasons.

Rest In Peace to all the dead loved Hip-hop Rappers

Swagger

Random Question;o

You guys know the song Arab Money Right? I know ulla sha5barii and all, but is it "7aram"?Because so far people told me ee oo others told me no :S so i wanna know because I love it oh so very much. Please and thanks:]

- Crystal Spankbomb.